SINCE
I LAST SAW YOU
11:16 PM, 22 Nov 94one week
five days
eleven hours
forty-nine minutes
fifty-four seconds
since i last saw you
for 1,079,394 times
i thought of you.
my
heart was a unit circle,
and you were its origin,
you were its center.
i
listened to music
and you were the beautiful songs,
the harmony was in your face,
the melody was in your grace.
i
felt nature hug me
and you were her arms.
it
was dark nights,
but you were a full moon,
slowly waning to a smile
that kept my dark nights bright.
all
through that time
you were hear
near me --
you were oxygen,
you made me breathe.
in me --
you became my heart,
you gave me life.
you
were you
and i was i.
oh how i sigh
now you aren't mine.
that the greatest thing in my mind
is only the thought of
you
only the thought of you.
but since the last time i saw you,
i did not love having only the thought of you.
i loved having only you.
i loved only you
and i still do
and i forever will do.
i love you.
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SELF
REVIEW
That short poem
to the upper left was inspired by... the same
person who inspired "24." (My first
girl actually.) If you were a close friend, you
will know that 24 is an anniversary. And if it
isn't yet obvious, the 24th day of the year is
January 24. So that makes it... duh.
I noticed this
just now - but the 3 poems in this page all have
a similarity. NUMBERS. The author playfully uses
numbers to illustrate perhaps the magnitude of
things. Like how long did he wait, when did this
thing happen & yeah, that it takes 1-2-3.
Furthermore,
"expression" is just one of those
"ways" you can add to the ever-growing
lists of "1 million ways to say i love
you." It actually just makes people
realize the numericality of I love you which also
comes as 1-4-3 (denoting the number of letters in
each word), etc.
In "Since I
last saw you," algebra even comes in with
the "unit circle", and then music &
nature - three interests of the author perhaps.
And then the old clichés on dark nights and
about making it bright. All to add to the effect
that the person who's the object
("You") of this poem is the center of
all the author's world, the all too important
(and probably the only) person in his world. and
then the anti-climactic ending. This poem was
inspired by a second-year-college crush whom I
didn't have too much chance to get to be with
actually.
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